emotionally depressed
Maybe i am gooing crazy,or i am crazy,zzzz,sch have been a bore as always,i paced up cpas work and life have been the same old dull life,call me a geek,i am studying,what?!i am?!hahas,lame,anw,i hope my main man james is goin to be fine,tmr will be your court day,bro,im sure you will make it through,we have the same ambition together,so we must get through this shit pile,we WILL be famous someday,no matter what your parole officer says,im sure it wont happen,without you...i have no one to trust or talk to,your my only hope tht can make me smile again,headtouch and cheers on reedbull broXD
Because I love you, I DREAM about you ... at 6:23 AM
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Im nt meant to stay here
IM LEAVING YOU ALL
STICK TOGETHER MY ass
Because I love you, I DREAM about you ... at 1:23 AM
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i quit
Well,i quit stashing already,again,thx to a senorita bt also its my will as i have promised myself not to harm myself again,hahas,i hate at the terms of the illness you'll get after you quit,suffered for like 2days,felt like dying,hahas,who says quiting is hard?Maybe today im going to the park with my main man to do my project thingy,zzz,im so fucking lazy,just talked to lincoln for abit,gotta admit,he's baldiness have gave me a few good lucks,lol,im so restless now,bleh,the house is quiet,ola always sleeps,what to do now?!6am im gonna be out of the house and adventure myself with my main man,lolXD
Because I love you, I DREAM about you ... at 11:42 AM
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columbia?
ok,i have one of the weirdest dream last night,last night i slept over at my main man's place with big boy,when i got there i was hungry and heiqal cooked for us,mmmuaucknificto,lol,you all dunno what i really mean rite?hahahhas.lame,anw,i havnt even told yall whats my dream yet,i always get distracted easily,well,i felt slpy when i lay down on heiqal's brother bed,air con was really cooling that i sleep like a baby,i dreamt that i was waking up in the morning slping next to a girl but i didnt saw her face,i walked to the mirror and saw myself 10yrs from now,i looked down the window and i was in a part of columbia,i felt weird in the dream and cops sudden came to my house but at that part already big boy woke me up,hahahs,weirrrrrd.
Today,I went to orchard with the rest and bought some clothes?yea,after that i kinda strayed far away from my crew that i was confuse where i am,lol,but now back home,i wanna live in orchard when i grow up,i love cities,hahas,random,well thats allXD
Today,I went to orchard with the rest and bought some clothes?yea,after that i kinda strayed far away from my crew that i was confuse where i am,lol,but now back home,i wanna live in orchard when i grow up,i love cities,hahas,random,well thats allXD
Because I love you, I DREAM about you ... at 6:11 AM
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million poses
So yesterday,i went to orchard with my main man and others,i was happy to see jin hao coming along,although he was handicap,i didnt wanna trouble him,i didnt even knew he was coming,oh well,we went to orchard to shop and stuff,i wanted to get glovesT.T,damn it,it would seem cool and unique from other people,lol,before shopping for our things went over to royal plaza hotel,to see if my daddy was in office,and maybe eating there,but,sadly he wasnt there,so we ate at far east plaza,selfish fuckers gave us so little food,roooarrrr.After orchard,went to marina barrage,it was peaceful there,so windy and cool kites flying around,it was getting dark,and some kites had lights,also over there had known alot of secrets too among my boys,ok,i know that sounds gay,LOL,than went home at around 10pm?tonned with my so called amigo(amirul)
Damn,school tmr,shit,i never done any homework,i only know how to have fun,lol,going to the gym tmr with my amigo,anyone care to come?
Because I love you, I DREAM about you ... at 6:43 AM
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stop provoking me(I fcking bite)
geee,where should i start?Things arent really going so well,but today was kinda fun in a horny way,LOL,so anw,today in class,we had alot of funs fooling around,i was hyper,so i pretended to ask all my class girl(chiou de) on a date in a funny way,lol,of course success lar,who wouldnt wanna go out with me?lol,but it was just a fool-around thing,two birthdays happen today during recess,heiqal threw a bottle cap at the birthday boy,lol and we dont even know him,hahas,acted blur.
I know what yall are thinking,WE ARE NOT BULLIERS,we are peace-maker,we dont judge,we dont care but bengs or mats if they look gl,as long as they keep their mouth shut and hands still,its cool,hahas.
After school,went to SUMO's house with my lil ducky chinamen,after eating we went to walk around amk hub,we saw lots of familiar faces,the worst was to saw one of my ex at cathay,i MUST avoid her!if not,ONE SLAP!(probably),lol,gaaah,kwek saw his own dreamgirl,so did i?lol,not really caring actually,than went over to my place and took some stashXD
Don't tell me what i can't do,im a rule breakerDX
I know what yall are thinking,WE ARE NOT BULLIERS,we are peace-maker,we dont judge,we dont care but bengs or mats if they look gl,as long as they keep their mouth shut and hands still,its cool,hahas.
After school,went to SUMO's house with my lil ducky chinamen,after eating we went to walk around amk hub,we saw lots of familiar faces,the worst was to saw one of my ex at cathay,i MUST avoid her!if not,ONE SLAP!(probably),lol,gaaah,kwek saw his own dreamgirl,so did i?lol,not really caring actually,than went over to my place and took some stashXD
Don't tell me what i can't do,im a rule breakerDX
Because I love you, I DREAM about you ... at 3:26 AM
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We are different,you and i
I'm just pondering where i should really be,alot of things has really gotten me down,i thought this year would be different,like at least normal,my problems aint bout love and shit like that,love is something you can replace uh,only for pleasure or to fill up an empty spot,well thats my thinking,i know most of you will disagree with me,but your just saying that cause your in love,when you fall really hard,you will have to face the real truth,the problems i have,i feel that i shouldnt be in this world,family problems,stuff that is going to happen to me when im 18,i have to attend to this secret thingy,i cant really say,well,i really havnt talk to anyone special or even my closest friend cause i know they will never understand,i am lonely in my own world.
My main man is in love and too distracted to even be there for me when i needed him the most,my health is also falling down,im just keeping quiet bout all this things,even if im blogging,china men cant crack this,i'm just putting a smile on my face to play along my part,i'm always there for someone but will anyone be there for me?Actually i dont care anymore,im used to it.
Ok,enough of that shit,mostly i have been in the gym,its a good workout for stress,uh,lol
Is it really easy taking a person life for the first time and a first meal?
My main man is in love and too distracted to even be there for me when i needed him the most,my health is also falling down,im just keeping quiet bout all this things,even if im blogging,china men cant crack this,i'm just putting a smile on my face to play along my part,i'm always there for someone but will anyone be there for me?Actually i dont care anymore,im used to it.
Ok,enough of that shit,mostly i have been in the gym,its a good workout for stress,uh,lol
Is it really easy taking a person life for the first time and a first meal?
Because I love you, I DREAM about you ... at 6:38 AM
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