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jealousy and conflict will never stop



ARGH!im LAZY!At every sense of the word,lol,XD,my butt is tired!i have been sitting on this chair for ours,things are at least getting alittle better with the brothership cause of a childhood game,lol,today in school was fun!omg,did i just said fun in sch?o.O,lol,wellll,we have been playing around in class,ms oh was also clamed todayXD,wakakaka,i had my oral bout 3days ago,my form teacher,ms oh,was the one who was taking me,hahas,i talked like ang mo,sooo chim chim,wakakakak,she kept on laughing!hahas,score for me!XD,free marks,lol.
Than today,she said i was one of the highest in eng and oral,lol!She was shocked,when she saw the result,lol,a playful boy like me can pass cause he is probably an ang mo,lol,naahhhh.wakakakak,man im hyper>.<,so after school,we went to mc and ate there,there were 3 malay girls who just came in and like give the stare at me,i hate people staring,no matter who they are but my fwens,lol,even if a choiu bu look at me,i dont like,so weird and i just hate it.It was fucking irritating luh,we than slacked at a near by blk and played catching!like the old days in primary,XD,our brothership bonding is getting stronger thn ever and i hope it wont happen again and im so sorry all,bout sat,i gotta jam.
I wanna congratz to my bro,hafidz,last long and stay happy always,remember that im always there for you if ya got any prob or anything,when i cried,your mostly there to talk to me,we have knowned each other for so long,and yea my advise did work,rite rite RITE?lol,no need to thank bro,its all you=)

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Because I love you, I DREAM about you ... at 7:59 AM
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just when i thought the pain would stop



I thought the pain in the heart would stop even if you dont have a relationship,i thought the closest people could be trusted,this is for the brothers out there,what do the brothership mean to you all?Even if we have our differences,we still unite as one.But noe its all crumbling cause of something that can be change but dont want to give it a try.If you point at others,do you ever think bout your own actions?I bet your just thinking bout juz your rights but your wrongs.
I dont want to say the name who,cause i myself dont point anyhow,i want you to change on your own,lying to your own brother hurts the most,especially when you put all that trust but in the end its bullshit,it proves me that trust cant be easily found or even exist.
But really,some of you must break through the fog of lies that people filled you with,listen to yourself,i was crying when i was hurt by the deceivement i had,why?cause i treated you all like my family,my real siblings are seperated from me,my family are split into two or more,but i thought i have you guys as my closest people,true,you all care bout one another,but sometimes..
I still can recall when wilfred and some of you came to my birthday last yr,my own blooded family dnt even knew it was my birthday,i really felt touched on that day,maybe i grew up unlove,so what,i have you guys.
But plz...Lets be 1 again,nt into pieces,i want to fix it,but i need co-operation.Hope you guys would think bout it..

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Because I love you, I DREAM about you ... at 5:53 AM
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chicks just keeps flowing inT.T



Today,i went to ECP with erma,ernie,their mum,my mum and their grandfather,it was fun,we rent bikes and at thr,erma rented roller blades,she at least know how to roller blade,i cant even stand up!We ate satay,fish with rice,sadap bodoh!lol,I cycled alone,i than saw a brige,i rested at there,it reminds me 5 yrs ago,i always cycled here alone and look at the sunset and daydream,i reflect most my mistakes at there,its been a long tym that i havnt been here,when we were returning the bikes,the bike manager so kpkb,cause we return quite late,we than went home,now my ass is tired sitting here,i feel slpy-.-hahas
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Because I love you, I DREAM about you ... at 8:54 AM
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zhong guo renXD











Woke up at 7.30am,hambaly slept over at my house,yy came over and we went to amk hub to meet the rest and go pulau ubin!XD,heiqal had to take a taxi to changi village and meet us there,we bought fishing stuff at there.We at changi village too,got this girl who caught my eye,lol,dont know why i like keep looking,too choiu liao,XD.
We took a ferry after eating,we rent a bike but before that jun hui told me he didnt want to,but renting a bike was cheap so he agreed and in the end he cant cycle,but at least we taught him how to in the end,grats jun hui for learning how to ride a bike alr!XDDD,im proud of you,lol.
We cycled a long journey to find a spot to fish,we did and didnt have any luckT.T,we then just cycle around and ate again after some time,we took a ferry back,we had a really fun timeXD,we went back alr and decided if we wanted to go OCH bt decided not too cause have a bad feeling.We took a bus to amk.
We went to amk hub to meet amirul and played there for awhile,the trip was fun that we want to go again nxt wkXD,sex luh wakakaaka

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Because I love you, I DREAM about you ... at 6:12 AM
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its so simple to control



shhheee shhhhheeee shhhhheeee!XD,i wanna start by yesterday,tryna recap now,lol.Oh yea,now i remember that i did something wrong yesterday with jeremy an another ass who dont there admit,hum ji kia,what happen was long story short,i dont wanna share it cause it will just make me piss,im really sorry heiqalT.T.Anw yesterday after sch,i went home and rest,wilfred,amirul and lincoln came over.Lincoln wanted to buy something at amk central,so we went there and took a walk too,we talk bout stuff like we used too.We always laugh together bout something,than we went to VL for a short while cause lincoln felt bored in there.lol
When it was about 9pm alr,we decided to go home,we walked together home,than at the nearest traffic got this 2 malay girls keep like stare at me,i felt weird,lol,wilfred said'eh jim,they keep on look at you,i think they interested'i replied'no mood,no time,my standard too high'lol,we went home i played dotaXD,with yy and jeremy when i reached home,it was fun.
Today nth much happen in sch,it is RC day,lol,i want to stay home and rest for tmr's adventure,XD,have to wake up early,and thats my weakness,lol,im lazy as a pig,well till here

CIAOSSO
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Because I love you, I DREAM about you ... at 2:36 AM
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sucks to be youXD



VVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVOH!XD,so school have been the same boring as ever and me messing up in class and teachers temper,bringing laughter to the class and sleeping in it,lol,XD,so me and some of my friends plan on an outing to pulau ubin to fish and cycle around,i figure it is an adventure,it will be funXD,10 of us are going,or maybe more,after that we well be going to OCH(old changi hospital)explore babeh,we are daringXD,i planned most part,so maybe we going clarke quay instead and go try something at there,XD,and no it does not involve sex,lol,wakakkakaka,im hyyypper!XD,not happy nor sad bt active,weeee,lol,i dunno what else to blog bout,hmmmmmmmmmm....i got an idea!lol,i hate people who underestimate me cause of my innocent look,lol,innocent but deadly!no link i knoeXD,fllllllllllyyyy liao,bbbbb

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BAOBEH!
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Because I love you, I DREAM about you ... at 7:44 AM
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im sorry peopleT.T



i felt a sudden failure,not in exam but like other things..some of my family depend on me on something but i always took it small and never listened,i gotta admit i have been a total ass and a selfish one.I have been thinking bout only myself,i wanna change not cause im pushing some people away but for the good,it hurts me to see myself hurting other people sometimes,lol,i dunno if i am,but im not in a mode for relationship,its pointless and i cant find my heart yet,a guys heart is hard to open,only the guy himself can open his own heart so that means even if a girl and a guy have relationship,the guy may nt love the person..
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Because I love you, I DREAM about you ... at 6:36 AM
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mojo power no moreT.T



hey ya fucks out thereXD,i am so lazzzzzy to update my blog,zzz,so the day before yesterday i went to collect my contact green colour and blue,the blue belongs to yy,i collected it from bugis with jin hao,jun hui and jeremy,we also ate there,oh yea before we came to bugis,me and jeremy booked two tickets for harry potter when we come back to amk,XD,when we came bck it was around 5.45pm,our movie starts at 7.25pm,hahas,we played around amk or chill than till that time we went in the cinema,we saw 1 of our classmate,eee,lol,we watched the movie,damn emma watson is seducing me,lol!but seriously she's hot,XD,wish she was mine,wakakkaka,that will never happen.
Yesterday,was nth much,had 4 free periodsXD,cool man..we were clubbing in class,we went for an early recess,when we were otw there,there was this sec 2 boy who ran and bang me,i said 'your in my way'lol than he replied 'im so sorry!'.Am i that scary?lol,i hate lil kids anyway,hahas,today im going out i guess,will blog more later,SEXBOMBXD,that reminds me,i forgot where left my condom,lol

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Because I love you, I DREAM about you ... at 8:18 PM
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back in action babehXD



Im back you bitches!lol,XD,i have cured from my high fever,seeeeee told ya that im immune to H1N1,so lemme see wad i have been missing out..hmmm...i will start with the day i got the fever,at first i though i was the only with high fever,it turns out ling yi and jeremy also have high fever and cant come to school for 1 wk,jun hui and yy also got fever,so tthe spread was weird,i am now scared to share drinks.
Since my mum had to work,i got not enough money to go to the doc,so i waited painfully for the next day,it was hard to slp,it felt cold yet hot.The next day i went to see the doctor and he said that i have throat infection,lol,than gave me some medication for my fever and throat,its not that serious.My mum took me to New York yesterday and ate there,then went home.
Today,i went to my auntie's house,before that my mum went to a tailor shop,the uncle and my mum had a conversation all in chinese than the uncle asked in chinese that i looked like i am 21 years old and my mum looks like my sis or gf,wtf luh,why people always kept saying i am 20 yrs and above???im not that matured ya know,i went to my aunt's house afterwards and ate there,my uncle annoyed me,i went to collect yy and my contacts at bugis,i went home and tried it,i was in lots of tears,erma taught me and she was laughing when i am in tears,lol,finally i can,thx best fwenXD,than going out soon again,bbXDDD

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Because I love you, I DREAM about you ... at 1:34 AM
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even if you got my back,i still cant make you die along with me



I just wanna say,i have lucky brothers out there who have been there for for me,my fingers are shivering and my body is aching,i have a high temp,but i will not stay weak,i will get through this,and hope this is not H1N1,i dont want to pass it to you guys out there and plz dont come over,it seems getting worst but hey like i said im Immune to this shit.
The question you all wanna know why i wanna stop our conflict between what ever bout love or attitude,bt,remember this..brothership always remain and i dont want any of it lost.You guys are the only thing that can make me smile,i dont care if i dont have a lover,i cant lose you guys..well thats it for now..i gotta rest..

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Because I love you, I DREAM about you ... at 3:30 AM
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pain of the past still remains



Fucked up day-.-,during art class me and hambaly listened to his hp songs through headset while drawing,he was suppose to draw a cat lying down,instead he drew an evil cat with a dick,lol,i drew a car but got tired of it,hahas,me and jun hui wanted to pon art,but teacher would surely catch me,cause im always the main target.XD
During recess,we went back to class early to do 'clubbing' hahas,cpa class i changed my attitude from joker to not really myself person,lol,yy kept on saying dont act this way cause its weird and he preferred my joker self,hahas.
After school,i went home to change and meet aziq,amirul and the new bandmate haz(2nd vocalist),we met at 2.30 than took a bus to thompson plaza there to jam,erma and seri couldnt make it:(,oh yea,it was the first time meeting haz,hahas,we got to thompson jamming area but it was already book by some other ass,and aziq called earlier,stupid uncle.So we decided to jam at yishun area,same again,so we had to wait,we went at mac and slack for abit till the time we can jam.Haz sang a song at mac,her voice is fucking nice and 100000times better than mine,lol,XD.
It was our time to jam,aziq and amirul tuned their guitars first,me and haz sang 'fall for you' we are gonna concetrate on this song,since its easy.After that song we sang 'famous last word' i went out of tune,lol,XD.After jamming than went home.
At night,we tonned and it was fucking boring,before tonning i was at home using com,jun hui kept on asking me to find a gf,lol,i told him that i was not ready yet and it will get sian for me,im so easy to be bored,lol,MUST entertain meXD.kk,tired liao^^

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Because I love you, I DREAM about you ... at 2:50 PM
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I do as i wish



As usual,jun hui came to my house in the morning so that we go to school together,lessons were boring me out,did a lil club dance in class during recess,cause most of the time we have it in our classXD,just feeling free.The most funniest part of school today was when i taught jeremy,jun hui and yy how to speak in indonesia ans malay,wakakaka!Jun hui keep yelling tek tek!hahas!zeki than started to quarrel with me bout something i forgot,but it was for fun,he vs me in malay scolding,i use my nenek style he nth to say liao,lol!XD.
After school,went to mac and ate there saw some people i know and alot of familiar faces,wave at some,hahas,than went to jln2 at amk hub and it was like 'The ex day',everyone saw their own ex,lol,some was very awkward others are just shy?hahas,than had some snack and went homeXD

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Because I love you, I DREAM about you ... at 8:10 AM
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i like hard-to-getXD



YOz,today i overslept for sch>.<,hahas,the same old me is coming back,toaday i went to meet jun hui at amk hub at 2.30pm,he said sch was entertaining and boring at the same thing,hahas,chat with jing-Y last niteXD.Had a match with 01 and played ghost mode,lol,we went and walk2 at the pasar malam thr,bought some snacks and ate all the way to my house.Jun hui also came my house,we saw amirul when we were near to my home,go home rest,msging jing-Y,getting sian liao,lol
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Because I love you, I DREAM about you ... at 8:22 AM
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cause that is what brothers do



Today,was a very unlucky day,my mum woke me up at 9am,i hate waking up at 9am!she woke me up cause we were gonna collect my hp at HQ,we ate there which was pissing me off cause i hate police ,some very GL,they stare at me,i wish i can kill them-.-,they said the investigation can be for 1yr,my mum scolded one of the officer,lol,he looked afraid,so today i dont get my hp..zzz,after that we went to cut my hair at a saloon,i feel spiky,lol,went home and slack for abit.
After 1hr,jun hui came over,after him was yy,we went to amk central vl and played some games..Suddenly wilfred msged jun hui that he got taiji at bishan,5 boys got penknife,zeki was with wilfred.I,JH and yy ran to the MRT and hurried there,jun hui called jeremy to come,we were there and went to the library cause they were there.Then it was like P6 to sec2 finding taiji,-.-,but fucking GL,cb,i know some of them,i stared at them but they dont stare back,hum luh,wasted my time sia-.-,if i was wilfred i'd kill him already for the way he talk,all talk but no actionT.T.Went back to amk and ate there,saw lincoln with xiaoxiao family(they both are not patched)said hi and went back home.

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Because I love you, I DREAM about you ... at 7:30 AM
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what do you understand?



So today,hais..went to bugis play play, got a fight there,im not in it cause im a good boyXD,yea i know,i wonder whats' got my mood down,i feel cracked,lol.I had to walk in the rain to get home,i was alone,it felt good in some ways,reflecting and stuff.I was fucking wet when i got home,ola stared at me like i had a rough day.I have been doing the most thinking today,hahas,now my ass is tiredT.T,i really feel piss bout something,i dont like being angry,make me more sick and fucked up..i hate when the brother word is used upon me or they say like they know me entirely,yes,i hate people saying they know me at the fullest when they know no shit bout me.Even those related or what,i also hate people looking down at others or me..fuckers,think your so perfect?zz,lazy larz,wasting my typo finger-.-
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Because I love you, I DREAM about you ... at 9:41 AM
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same story,but different sight



Today,went to meet JH and all at vl,we challenged,me and JH have a good team work,but we wtill lost by 1 pointT.T,unfair,we played there till yy came,he wanted to try it out,so we went to novena first cause he wanna buy new slippers than we went to D gauht,i dunno how to spell-.-,to play at there,yy suck at it the first time,but he will get the hang of itXD,me and zeki didnt play cause we saved to play in amk.
I and zeki slack somewhere first,we talked bout life and stuff,he said'Last time we were rich,but its all our father's fault'true we have the same story,i replied'cant blame totally on our dad,people make mistakes..'he said'at least your life easier,get girls easily.Broke up,within weeks get another one.'i replied'eh,i tyco get and maybe its like father and son.'XD,i wanna grow up to be succesful but not like my dad,i wanna be a good papa!
So went to meet them back at the zone than took MRT back to amk,ate and play go home.

Tonning today,was with dika,zeki,eileen and others,was fun than boring than fun than boring,lol,6am we went back zeki treat me eat,XDDD,thanks man!went back tired out.
Oh yea,gratz yea zeki and wilfred with your new stead,XDDD,Last long!

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Because I love you, I DREAM about you ... at 3:28 PM
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Where are ya?T.T



nothing much has happen,accept that my school got 2 or 3 students possibly got H1N1,thats bad if it spread,monday is a school holidayXD.
About today,as usual jun hui came to my house and we went to school together,another boring day in school,but not everything is boring,during art we went to com lab and drew some pics and yes my drawing suckx-.-,im not artistic,lol,during recess we went back to class to do a so called'clubbing'lol,we cant enter cause the key is with zeki,but 1 of my classmate climbed through the window and opened the backdoor!wtf luh,my classmates are cool,XD,we laughed alot cause it was weird in a funny wayXD,took temp taking,psp got the fever degree and me and yy was close to him beforeo.o,yy said'shit,we got close to him before!'i replied'nvm,im immune,your not'lolXD.
Went to mac after school,ate there planned bout tmr,going VL,challenge and outingXD.

im always thinking bout you
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Because I love you, I DREAM about you ... at 10:56 PM
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