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i cnt sleep



its 8am nw...i hvnt slept,i cant sleep...im up all night thinking bout you and the ways i acted towards u...i feel completely miserable...nt complete...and i blame myself for assuming things,i always let things even love slip away...i cnt really move on...i dunno wad im gonna do in my life...u helped me realise good things and bad things...and i noe i get jealous easily...bt its juz the way of whu i am...im sometimes filled with hatred cause i couldnt go anything to bring us bck together...i cnt smile or laugh anymre,even if my fwens made joke...u are the only gal whu makes me feel soo into u...bt wad is done is done...i have to sometimes face reality tat i will lose it all...even my fwens...i cnt sleep well...i cnt eat well...i cnt do anything well...i hv nvr felt tis way b4...bt...i dnt think i deserve u durga...cause im ovrprotective,controlling and a jealousy bf...i deserve no one...i realise tat i suppose to be on my own and juz be alone...im even getting more mean...i HATE myself...my memories with u will always remain with me...in my heart...everyday i think of u...and picture u smiling...tat is wad i want the most...u to be happy...all it takes juz for u to smile...i cnt be happy knowing ur sad,it hurtz me real deep...i treated u as a queen,cause i noe u deserve happiness,i caused more troubles for u..and made ur freedom less...i feel guilty bout tat...bt i want u to noe...tat i will always LOVE u...no matter wad im always gonna protect u if u nid me...i want to express all tis feelings i have...i miss u...SO MUCH...and im sry for wad ever i did or nt trusting u in the past...u deserve a better guy thn me...im too protective n get jealous easily...i deserve no one...im sry tat i made u cry b4...im sry tat i wasnt thr for u at tat time u needed me...u deserve a better bf thn me...and i hope u will be happy...
I LOVE U,DURGA

sooo im gonna mit my dad soon within 2hr...i gotta look smart,LOL,nt cool,than after tat go home and sleep?or die in my slpXDD,lol,thn hv to buy things latr on...oh yea...thx amirul for being here for me all the tym...ur lyk a brother to me n a family...im sry if i ever did scold u or angered u...im juz frustrated now...thx for still being here,ur all i gt i guess...ok im boooooored....still boredd...im cold bt im nt,LOL,im confuse...ok bb,bzbzbzbzXDD

soooo bout 6pm me and amirul went to amk central n jln jln thr...i saw tis cookie monster in amk hub,bt it wasnt big enough,i wanted to buy a big one for durga<3,than>
PAIN,LUST,REVENGE
Because I love you, I DREAM about you ... at 3:49 PM
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