I've had it..i dont deserve this life,this year really is fucked up..im leaving,its obvious you cant handle me anymore,you dont care anymore,club most of the night,what has happened to you?your not the mum i used to be love by.Do you even know how i feel?i bet not,no one really knows how i feel or even care.I dont have a family,after today's quarrel than i went out,i was crying on my way.All i want is you to understand me,know what i need,feel what i feel.Your my flesh and blood yet pointless when you dont know anything bout me...no one understands me or how i feel,even my brotherz,even though the brothership is still there...all of you dont really know me... have not spoken how i felt like this before,i kept it all in my heart till it hurts so bad..i lost a love one...i lost a family..i almost everything,but even if my brotherz were there for me,do they know whats bringing me down?nah,im going to leave for 1month,till you get yourself back together mum,the way you treat me,i HATE it,not you but your ways.Im troubling you anws,i dont need any cash,somedays i will be at one of my fwen's house,i'l find a job for the mean time,im filled with so much pain..i will be home only in the noon when my mum goes to work,i need to still feed ola,my only precious..please try to stay away from me,i hate it when im at this condition..fwens only can contact me,not my so called family..

This post might be random for all of ya,XD,its getting quite boring these dayz,mostly im out sometimes my friend is not free like last time,T.T,i can go anywhere i want and less than a sec,XD,weird huh,aiya,like i said this is randomXD,but whats the point of being at the place that you want but your alone and no body to share with?True it might be fun but..in the end your alone..all i can say now is,im on top of the world

So anw today was a really sad and bad at the same time,went to the tour thingy,whenever our class walk under the sun.Amanda would run to my back and use me as a shade-.-,weeiiirdo,XD,after the whole thing we went to amk hub,jun hui and ling yi went home 1st while me,yy and jeremy went to check out some stuffz from amk central,went to catch a movie today=NIGHT AT THE MUSEUMXD,it was a very nice show!VERYYY funny,before the movie i saw one of my ex with another guy,then me,yy and jeremy paused when they walk pass us,lol,XD,she then look back and smiled at me,i was likeo.O,lol,we then bought some tibitz and went in the cinema,my ex was also watching the same show-.-,after that lincoln msged me bout somethings(brother personal thing),brought my mood down,after that we went to meet duck,ling yi and hafidz,XD,went to slack at a block.We sa lincoln at the block so we slacked together than went home,well thatz all for todayXDDD,miss me?I KNOW!